What should i do when i'm not strong enough?

When i don't have might to smile.

And i am so sick that you can not fake it?

Welcome, one more time, to my ridiculous life.

That's the way the things works right here.

And i don't have nowhere to go or scream.

'cause i'm surrounded.

By stupid people, more stupid than my life.

And isn't nobody home to hold me and say ' you'll be ok'.

So please, can somebody take me away from here?

I need to run away, and i don't want to come back.

Somebody please?

For once i don't know what to do.

You may will think, ok now please tell me something that i don't know

but i don't know what you now so i'll not tell you anithing (:

Obey your body

That's what everybody says to me.

But at this moment i think that has nothing to obey.

My body just don't know what it wants.

So, i don't know what to do :D

You can think that it's funny,

or that is just another drama of the drama queen.

But it's not.

I can not deal with this.

Talk about love, isn't the same as being in love

i never wants to break any heart.

the worst is when you break the heart of someone you cares.

i just wanna do the right thing.

but what should i do if i don't know what's right anymore?

i'm not a fool.

I can realize the people feelings.

But in some cases i prefer pretend that i didn't realized yet.

Some persons may think that i'm doing this 'cause i don't care.

but it is quite the opposit.

I do this 'cause I care too much.

If i could make everybody happy, i could feel better.

But i know that this time, someone will be hurt.

and i don't want this.

Some sugestions?

over you

And this is my reaction,

for all this wasted feelings.

I was waiting, i was waiting for

something that i don't wanna dream no more.

This is nothing personal.

I hope someday you remember all those moments.

So go ahead, make your choise.

The time is now.

it's now or never.

Just please don't waste another day.

I don't want you to pretend anything

i'm so over you now.

Nice to meet you.

Em uma confusão de pensamentos, decidi postar quem eu sou. Ou o que penso ser. Victoria Grimaldi Peghini Mendes, 16 anos, uma menina chata, engajada, preocupada com o mundo, vegetariana, futura vegan, com pensamentos revolucionários.Vaidosa, egocêntrica, piadista. Persistente, apaixonada, amante de uma boa literatura e que tenta se divertir com o tudo. Idiota, sentimental, criança, fumante. Grossa, estúpida e sem noção. Acredita em tudo e em todos, luta pelo o que acredita, ama incondicionalmente, ciumenta. Altruísta até de mais, o que a torna filantrópica. Detalhista, observadora, expressiva. Sonhadora, contraditória, e acima de tudo humana.

Finalmente posso dizer: Prazer em conhece-los (:

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- And that's it!

Maybe i should write in portuguese too. \hm

But i love writing on english

The good thing is:

It' not everyone can understand me.

Did you get it?

Do you know what I mean?